Karla's Chronicles

“Needles” When I close my eyes at Night I see myself being stuck by the needle It’s not something I need But it is something that I chase after I never thought I would overcome my fear of needles Until I realized that this gave me the euphoric high I was always looking for In this dream, I feel hypnotized A euphoric sense of happiness And a lust for life That I have never before felt A world where differences Were accepted and seen as The norm No one cared now if you were Picture perfect No one cared if you put on extra Pounds Or if your teeth weren’t perfectly straight It was almost like a eutopia Living in harmony With each other Regardless of differences In opinion When I wake I find it a shame That it is just a dream It is what I long for Without the artificial Sources I wish my mind Could take me away To a place with peace I wish it wasn’t Something that just Existed in my dreams

“Ambitious Heart” You wake up in the morning Determined and ready To make the big jump You are so excited That you can feel your heart’s rapid thump You have worked so hard To let your courage, take over the Drive You get in the car and drive aimlessly With no destination in particular You just want to conquer the miles Let the sun shine in your soul Let the wind whip through your hair And all of the sudden You find yourself smiling You missed the moments like this The simplicity of it You have been working so hard To get out of the darkness To make sure you are expressing yourself In the most perfect sense That you put the simple things On the backburner The Truth is though That you appreciate the small things You always have That’s the nature of your Ambitious heart You have survived the hardest times You have let your heart Jump for joy And have lived the good times To your fullest potential You have let your stre

Hello, guys, It's me, again. I am just writing in to let you guys know that the next few posts over these next two days and the following week are going to be based on writing prompts. I want to practice writing freely to get myself out of this writing rut and my block. I hope you enjoy my free writes in the upcoming days and weeks! It will only help me to improve my skill even more!

Welcome to the new year! It is absolutely mind-boggling to understand that I made it to this year. A year that looks and seems like it would be so far into the future. This year, in June, I turn 36 years old. 4 years from the big 40. Amazing and crazy at the same time! 40 seems so old! I know deep down that it really isn't. I am so blessed to have made it almost 36 years on the Earth!! Quite an accomplishment, especially with the understanding that I almost ended my life at 17 years of age. I was so young and so naive. I really had no idea who I was or even worse, what I wanted. I know lots of people enjoy making resolutions. That's not something I have done for the past two years. and resolutions are so concrete. If we are not careful, not accomplishing resolutions can lead to a feeling of failure. Failure is not something I like to or choose to dwell on so instead of making a resolution, I made a decision to better myself each day and to try my best to write on a more cons